I'm In Love

He's a 9th grader, he's new at school, he's sweet, he's cute, he's the kind of boy everybody wishes for. He is perfect.

I met him at a party, not long ago, it was a stupid, special, way of meeting someone. Danelia (my best friend) was going to take a picture with him with my camera - since she never takes hers to parties - she knew him already since they go in the same bus, she asked me to take the picture of both of them together, I did, but even though I didn't knew him I asked him to take a picture with me, we took a picture together, then sat and talked and talked for minutes and minutes... He told me to add him on facebook, I did, we started talking more and more every day, 24/7 non stopping. We wouldn't run out of topics or anything we would just keep talking and talking through skype, facebook or bbm.

One day he told me he had to tell me something. He liked me. I guess I wasn't ready for something like that since I didn't believe him, we went out to the movies and things like that. I started to like him and everything started making sense, maybe we could have something. Maybe.

Until one day someone made me think, made me think about things like, you barely know him, you only talk to him through facebook, he's older than you, how can you be so sure he likes you... and I started to doubt.

It came the day that I decided to tell him everything should stay as it was before, only friends.

Big mistake. I regret it as fast as i thought about it. I got jealous for every small thing that he did, I got mad for every little thing he said to others even thought I wouldn't show or say anything most people knew I still felt something for him.

He asked all my friends, even my sister for me to get back with him, we talked but not like before and I was starting to miss it...

Now we are starting something again, something special, something that I hope it would last.

I must confess that I'm in love.